Worst. Experience. Ever.

One time when i was like 14 or some shit i put the big green proactive bottle up my ass (imma dude btw) anyways i had played around with my ass before so i wanted to know what it would feel like to have something dick sized in there and i didnt have a dildo (and i wasnt gonna use my moms) so i managed to work that fucking thing in there and some of the solution inside managed to get out into my asshole it was the worst pain ive ever felt in my life i dont know if i tore my asshole a little bit and it managed to get in the wound somehow but whatever happened i couldnt sit for three days it hurt so bad